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Church of Spiritual Light Crystal Bowl, Reiki Meditation: August 6, 2018 After arriving at the Church of Spiritual Light for their twice monthly crystal bowl/Reiki meditation, I went to use the restroom before it began. As I was washing my hands, I had a vision of a gigantic yellow sun. Against this large yellow ball in the sky, I saw a tiny silhouette of black bird, soaring. Although the bird was miniscule compared to the size of the sun, I knew it was a black crow. I rushed back to my the meditation circle so I could begin to document the experience that I knew was a precursor to the upcoming event. My perspective changed and soon the crow was huge, in fact, larger than a person. While standing just in front of this bright yellow sun, it began to flap its wings. As he beat his wings, it fanned the hot sun, like fanning a fire. I noticed the yellow sun began to take on a reddish color; it looked like hot coals. I received a message about the blood color ...

January 29, 2014 from Chapter 5 Cosmic Contacts, The Reluctant Messenger: "You asked about the star connection, and we are here, as always, in the background, awaiting your request for contact. We are the group that has been instrumental in opening the channel for this one. We are the overseers of the energies affecting Mother Earth, and we have a direct impact on what you call the interface, that way station or space between dimensions. We use our energies to help alter the energy of our sister star (your sun) in order to help Mother Earth in her transitory process. "Energy is everywhere. It is entertaining to see humans who think space is empty, for there is nothing empty about space. Humans who use only their physical senses are missing out on magical realms available through energy connections and energy intent. We are pleased when we see humans recognizing and engaging in nonphysical energy and energy patterns on conscious levels of awareness. Many humans who are...

Excerpt from The Reluctant Messenger, Chapter 5: Cosmic Contacts. This was a vision I received that accompanied a message on May 8, 2015. Question: Was this the past, or was I seeing the future? A silent vision accompanied the message. I saw two magnificent blue-green Earths drift toward each other within the velvety, starless void of deep space. The two Earths met and began to overlap. The movement stopped when they were in perfect alignment that created one magnificent Earth. This new Earth represented more than both blue-green planets combined. I zoomed closer to see the landscape, and as I passed over oceans, lakes, and rivers, crystal-clear waters came into view. I saw breathtaking waterfalls, and I flew close enough to feel their spray as the waters plunged into deep blue pools below. I soared over jungles, deserts, mountains, and plains. Plant and animal life were healthy and abundant. All the colors of this new Earth were brilliant and vibrant. I saw perfection. This new ...

Forgiveness:  "Many humans are given opportunities for growth on the Earth plane. Many lessons are learned the hard way. If life were easy, fewer lessons would be learned. One of the most valuable lessons to learn is forgiveness." This is from Chapter 4, Changing Perspectives , from The Reluctant Messenger.  So often, we equate "forgiveness" with forgetting. Forgiveness does not mean we should forget what happened, but perhaps we should view it as a stepping stone. Forgiveness is necessary for us to move on with our lives. Without forgiveness, we surround ourselves with the negative energy that festers like a poisoned wound.  Forgive, so that YOU can move on. Forgive, so that you will not be presented with the same lessons again and again. Forgive in order to raise your vibrations to become the shining star that you are! ~Candie

An excerpt from Chapter 10: I Dreamed a Dream , The Reluctant Messenger :   "Energy is never destroyed, but it can be changed. It leaves its imprint from previous exposures of thought, emotion, memory, and conversation. If a location has been filled with joyful experiences, it will continue to have a positive, favorable impact upon those who enter. The inverse is true for places containing negative energy." This suggests to me the importance of "clearing" your space. Keeping a positive attitude and allowing grace to flow through you not only has an impact on you but your surrounding environment for those who pass that way later. Is this why sacred spaces are so powerful? I'm thinking yes.