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Church of Spiritual Light: 06-04-18 Crystal Bowl/Reiki Meditation, Swan Egg I attended a crystal bowl, Reiki healing meditation on June 4, 2018 at the Church of Spiritual Light in Fort Myers. As soon as I settled into the recliner, before the meditation began, I began to experience churning in my stomach and I knew this was energy being released. I had a download of information, stating this energy release was necessary to create a new birth, a new life. I saw an oversized egg. My first thought was that it was an ostrich egg, but then I heard that it was a swan’s egg. It was ripe, ready to hatch into a new life. (Because I had just retired three days before, I knew this also represented me and the new life, the new path that I was embarking on.) From the seed (egg) to the cygnet (baby swan), from the formless to the formed, I am part of the whole of this most sacred space (Church of Spiritual Light). I blend into it and melt into the oneness of all. I saw small st...

Changing Perspectives: Below is a message I received in 2014. When we learn to change our perspectives, we open to a new world of possibilities. As the messages poured into my awareness, I began to realize that things like worry could be helpful-- if I could change my perspective.  September 19, 2014 Worry occurs when a certain event, thought, or emotion rises into awareness. That event, thought, or emotion continues to rise, giving the human an opportunity to reframe this event, thought, or emotion from a different perspective. It is an opportunity for growth; it is an opportunity for learning; it is an opportunity to view the event from a higher perspective, and thus transform the energy associated with the event into energy of a higher quality. Many thoughts, emotions, and events are the basis of worry and are fear-based and thus are of a lower quality vibration—much denser and heavier energy than is associated with higher vibrational states such as love, apprec...

Messages from Beyond: How it all Began This is the introduction to my first messages from other-worldly sources. It is an excerpt from The Reluctant Messenger which is scheduled for publishing on July 4th.  "Planning for an average but busy day occupied my mind as I gathered my belongings and headed toward the car one morning. The summer break had ended just a few weeks before, and school was back in full swing. As I exited the garage, I began to mentally prioritize tasks leading up to the back-to-back meetings for the day. Almost on autopilot, I began my fifteen-minute commute. It was dark; the sun would not rise for another forty-five minutes or so. The traffic was usually light this early in the morning, and today was no exception. I had driven about halfway when words that did not seem to come from any conscious thought began to flow through my mind. My purse was in the passenger’s seat. I reached over and brought it closer so I could feel inside for my phone. I wante...

The Reluctant Messenger, Chapter 4: Changing Perspectives April 25, 2014: We say that if humans would continue to connect with this higher Source and constantly expand their Points of Existence, their hearts would remain open. It is the opening of the heart that is responsible for “ease” in their lives, just as the closing of the heart is responsible for dis-ease. I had already learned the connection between ease and dis-ease. Repeated blockages (dis-ease) in our energy bodies lay the foundation for disease to manifest. By becoming flow-ers of energy, we could maintain states of ease and equilibrium that would allow a natural flow of life’s energy through us. The key to maintaining life’s flow is through keeping the heart opened. As we learn to live beyond our limited PoE, heart energy expands. We become part of the field of overlapping PoEs, and we begin to sense universal connections. We realize we are never alone; we are part of everything. In this state of onenes...

Time for Change: 02-26-2018   It is time to change. Breath in the newness of each moment. Bring in only the energy that serves you. Use your intention to bring forth the energy of positive, caring, and loving emotions. By using each breath, each intake of air, make this a mindful decision from this point forward to only accept positive energy into your field of existence.   

The Dao: 02-18-2018 As I walked the beach on February 17, I asked about the Dao, especially since I had received a Dao blessing a week ago. As I walked, I felt a profound connection to all that is. We are all one. Although somewhat a cliché, these words are the “unwords” that guide humanity. The Dao is a path. The Dao is the way. By allowing and letting go of the surrounding material world, you allow your Inner Wisdom from your heart to lead you. The Path of Wisdom is not a location. The Path to Truth is found within the heart. Take a deep breath and with that breath, watch the breath leaving the physical body and entering the space that surrounds you. Now is the time to find the Path. Now is the time to find your Truth. Now is the time to come to the realization that we are all one. But how shall we follow this path? How does the melted snow find its way to a trickle and then to a stream, a river, an ocean? It does so by allowing. The Dao is unspoken...