The Reluctant Messenger Blog

Changing Perspectives: Below is a message I received in 2014. When we learn to change our perspectives, we open to a new world of possibilities. As the messages poured into my awareness, I began to realize that things like worry could be helpful-- if I could change my perspective.  September 19, 2014 Worry occurs when a certain event, thought, or emotion rises into awareness. That event, thought, or emotion continues to rise, giving the human an opportunity to reframe this event, thought, or emotion from a different perspective. It is an opportunity for growth; it is an opportunity for learning; it is an opportunity to view the event from a higher perspective, and thus transform the energy associated with the event into energy of a higher quality. Many thoughts, emotions, and events are the basis of worry and are fear-based and thus are of a lower quality vibration—much denser and heavier energy than is associated with higher vibrational states such as love, apprec...

Messages from Beyond: How it all Began This is the introduction to my first messages from other-worldly sources. It is an excerpt from The Reluctant Messenger which is scheduled for publishing on July 4th.  "Planning for an average but busy day occupied my mind as I gathered my belongings and headed toward the car one morning. The summer break had ended just a few weeks before, and school was back in full swing. As I exited the garage, I began to mentally prioritize tasks leading up to the back-to-back meetings for the day. Almost on autopilot, I began my fifteen-minute commute. It was dark; the sun would not rise for another forty-five minutes or so. The traffic was usually light this early in the morning, and today was no exception. I had driven about halfway when words that did not seem to come from any conscious thought began to flow through my mind. My purse was in the passenger’s seat. I reached over and brought it closer so I could feel inside for my phone. I wante...

Opening Blessing for Holistic Fair at Church of Spiritual Light: 05-05-2018 Prior to the opening of the monthly Holistic Fair at Chur ch of   Spiritual   Light, the   practitioners   gathered together   as Reverend Bledsoe led a brief prayer and blessing for the event. As this small group of people held hands, with eyes closed, I felt energy moving from deep inside Mother Earth. It moved from   the bottoms of each person's feet and up through our bodies. As this occurred, I received the following message: This is the energy from our Great Mother, Gaia. She sends this energy from her heart at the center of the Earth. This is the energy of creation, the energy of the formless as it takes shape. It is the energy of intention as it brings forth to manifest in the world of the physical. The energy felt very strong and secure as if we were swaddled in a blanket of protection. In my mind’s eye, our bodies began to change. Each person’s body morphed fr...

Connecting to Angels: April 2, 2014, I received this message:   We have always been here but have been awaiting your request for assistance.  The key is to ask.        It felt empowering to know this energy had always been available, awaiting my request. I could sense the connection, as if a stream of energy had begun to flow to me from the angelic realm. I first saw my body fill with beautiful, soft pink energy. It felt like I had walked into a bank of pink fog, a fine mist tickled my skin. A sense of euphoria washed over me. I knew my request had started a chain of energy events to make the connection possible. Help is always there; all I need to do is ask.  The above paragraphs are from Chapter 6: Heavenly Help from The Reluctant Messenger that will be published Summer 2018. When I began to spontaneously receive communications from "beyond," one of the most powerful messengers were the angels. They shared with me times that had helped me...

Help from the Angel Realm: May 28, 2015 As part of my extraordinary journey into the unknown, I began having contact with angels. They communicated with me through dreams as well as direct messages. Of all of the messengers, the energy from the angels was breathtaking. They always left me feeling lighter and, more importantly, feeling loved beyond measure. Have you had contact with angels? Feel free to reply below, and let's start a conversation! Below is an excerpt from Chapter 6: Heavenly Help: We came to this one in a dream about the breath of angels, for the energy we put forth is very subtle. It is a lighter, finer energy than a gentle breath, just as a gentle breath is lighter and finer than a whisper, and a whisper is lighter than speaking, and speaking is lighter than shouting. As this one continues to fine-tune her senses and tap into the realm of non-senses, she will be able to discern the differences among us. There are many types of beings within our realm—t...

January 29, 2014 from Chapter 5 Cosmic Contacts, The Reluctant Messenger: "You asked about the star connection, and we are here, as always, in the background, awaiting your request for contact. We are the group that has been instrumental in opening the channel for this one. We are the overseers of the energies affecting Mother Earth, and we have a direct impact on what you call the interface, that way station or space between dimensions. We use our energies to help alter the energy of our sister star (your sun) in order to help Mother Earth in her transitory process. "Energy is everywhere. It is entertaining to see humans who think space is empty, for there is nothing empty about space. Humans who use only their physical senses are missing out on magical realms available through energy connections and energy intent. We are pleased when we see humans recognizing and engaging in nonphysical energy and energy patterns on conscious levels of awareness. Many humans who are...

The Reluctant Messenger,  Chapter 5: Cosmic Contacts "We can feel and sense energy by using nonphysical senses. With that comes the realization that we are much more than our physical bodies. Expanding our abilities to experience the world beyond what our senses measure will cause a shift in consciousness. We will know we are a part of everything; we are not just isolated human beings. If we could see the energy connections with others, would that not change everything? We would see other points of view. We could replace animosity with understanding. Peace would abound." In October 2013, I had a series of messages that addressed using "nonsenses" to experience the world around us. I learned so many lessons from this sage messenger. I learned how our physical senses actually limit our connections to our world. Before that, I always thought we experienced life because of our senses. Now I have a newer understanding.  By expanding our awareness beyond what o...