The Reluctant Messenger Blog

Video: Keys to Empowerment Click READ MORE to launch the video Keys to Empowerment   I sat at Goddess I Am, waiting for the weekly meditation to begin. Within seconds, the following message arrived:   January 17, 2020 Empowerment. You are the key. It is your energy that brings light into the world. The heavens open, pouring forth divine healing, yet there must be a receptacle. For a receptacle captures the energy and allows it to collect, to reform, to recalibrate. You, my dear ones, are the wizards, the wizards of alchemy. Take what has been given, and clarity will arrive. This is a time for integration. You perceive this time upon your Earth as chaotic, but we say no. It is not so. Step out of the fear of lack, the fear that brings anger, the fear of abandonment, for none of this is true. Use the power of your heart to step into the waters of potential that rain down upon you, feeding and nourishing your soul.  There is a redefining of the vibrational frequencies cal...

Video: Grids of Light Click READ MORE to launch the video Goddess I Am Grids of Light January 3, 2020 The energy in the room reminded me of the frenzy of popcorn over a hot stove. Kernels of energy were flying about, all in different directions as if seeking a niche.  I stopped journaling when Stewie trotted into the room. It was his second visit of the day, but this time he was insistent on speaking with me. As he sat on his hind haunches and looked up at me with his soulful eyes, I realized he was asking for help. He told me that he had been having trouble in his hip area, and sometimes he could not jump on the ottoman without pain. I began petting him from the top to his head, down his back, and through his tail. As I did, he slowly closed his eyes, and I understood my actions alleviated some of his pain.  After a few minutes, he looked at me, licked his lips, then returned to his human mama, who was in the front of the shop. (The next week, his person mama confirmed S...

Click READ MORE to launch the video. Goddess I Am: Crown of Spirit October 11, 2019 During the weekly mediation at Goddess I Am, Beth began the mediation with an etheric cord cutting. Using a piece of selenite shaped like a knife, Beth "cut" energy threads from the fronts, backs, and tops of each mediation participant. As soon as she finished, she sat down and began the meditation. Cord cuttings are powerful, and I always feel an unburdening when I have them. This time, as I closed my eyes, a brilliant flash of light came from the palms of my hands. It resembled beams from a strong flashlight. The message began:   October 11, 2019 As you walk the path of life, your lights shine. Remain clear with your intentions. Be ye pure of heart, and guidance will unfold in a manner perfect for you. Trust. Know that angelic energies surround you, protect you. Live within the heart space.   With these last words, I saw brilliant diamonds form over the heads of each participant. As my per...

Video: Grandmother Wisdom Click READ MORE to launch the video. Church of Spiritual Light Grandmother Wisdom 09-16-19 I arrived early for the Reiki/crystal bowls meditation. The cots surround the bowls in the middle of the room, and for some reason, I was drawn to a different area from where I usually nest. I settled into my cot with extra blankets and pillows I’d brought from home. Just before the mediation began, a blanket of pure white energy floated from above and covered the room. It looked like antique lace with a very detailed and intricate lacy pattern as it slowly drifted over the cots and crystal bowls. I knew this ethereal cover was waiting to bathe everyone in loving energy from the highest source.  The bottoms of my feet began to tingle, and I automatically began taking deep breaths. I saw these angelic white cottony fibers from the blanket enter my lungs. The energy seeped deep into the tissues of my lungs, coating them with a protective membrane. The blanket beg...

Video: Lily Pads Click READ MORE to launch the video Lily Pad Goddess I AM September 6, 2019 Just before the meditation began, the room transformed into a pond filled with lily pads. You could traverse the pond by jumping from one to another. From the surface, they looked to be separate, but beneath told another story. Their large roots are all connected to the same source, the rich, nutrient-filled bottom. September 6, 2019 Humans are like the lily pads, floating in a divine space that is connected to Source energy. As they allow divine guidance to flow, they access this Source. But many only perceive the top layer of the water, and they think they are separate. Many do not recognize the guidance nor the unity of all. As humans float in the sea of Guidance, they access Source. They go with the flow and that flow guides them. That it the way of Guidance: It will lead you to an optimal spot. It will put you where you need in order to access what you need in relationships, healing, en...

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Video: Purple Seraphim Energy Click READ MORE to launch the video. Goddess I Am August 16, 2019 Purple Energy While waiting for the meditation to begin, I saw purple mist rise from the palms of my hand, soon morphing into rays of divine purple light. I recognized this as angelic energy from the seraphim. Immediately, messages came: August 16, 2019 We are part of the guidance that usher souls back and forth across dimensions spaces between the physical and nonphysical. Use your nonphysical senses to connect with us. Breathe in our energies.  Let the breath of angels circulate throughout your body, healing you. Bring our energy into the cellular level, to the level of your DNA. Allow these energies to blend so that you and I are one. Bring forth the divine. Know that you and I are one. We live within the divine and the divine lives within us.  I see rays of purple light coming from each meditation participant’s heart. They converge in the center of the room toward the large c...