The Reluctant Messenger Blog

Video: Eye of the Storm; click READ MORE to launch the Video This message was from January 24, 2020. As I review it through the eyes of Covid-19, it takes on more meaning. Little did I know how appropriate this January message would become as I view it through the eyes of Covid-19. It’s all about accepting the energy of change, that change from the eye of the storm. It’s about learning how to use this energy.  Change allows for new vibrational paths which seems so appropriate now.  The messengers said the energy of change is alive and to think of it as a moving, living entity. They said this energy of change “goes hand-in-hand with the new world, this new universe that 2020 brings.” That statement brought cold chills through my body, for this is a new world, a new universe. Our planet is in a pattern of change. Gaia, the Spirit of Mother Earth, has hit a reset button and we will emerge into a new dimensional space. She is in control of this, but our survival depends o...

Video: Valentine's Day 2020 Click READ MORE to launch the video

Goddess I Am February 14, 2020 I arrived twenty minutes early for Friday morning’s meditation. I sat in the empty room, turned my phone to airplane mode, and pulled out my journal. Within seconds, gentle waves of pink and green entered from the ceiling and twirled about the room like a slow-motion whirlwind. I smiled: the angels had arrived. Since my spontaneous opening to spirit in August 2013, I’ve come to identify pastel pink and green energies as the telltale sign of angels. I thought it so appropriate for them to arrive this morning since today is Valentine’s Day, the universal day of love.  A message arrived, and  no one else was in the room at this time, it addressed those who would attend: February 14, 2020 Feel your hearts open as we flood the room with divinity. Soak in these higher vibrational frequencies.  Open your hearts for the veil lifts during this divine day. Be aware of your surroundings as loved ones who have slipped beyond the ...

Video: Keys to Empowerment Click READ MORE to launch the video Keys to Empowerment   I sat at Goddess I Am, waiting for the weekly meditation to begin. Within seconds, the following message arrived:   January 17, 2020 Empowerment. You are the key. It is your energy that brings light into the world. The heavens open, pouring forth divine healing, yet there must be a receptacle. For a receptacle captures the energy and allows it to collect, to reform, to recalibrate. You, my dear ones, are the wizards, the wizards of alchemy. Take what has been given, and clarity will arrive. This is a time for integration. You perceive this time upon your Earth as chaotic, but we say no. It is not so. Step out of the fear of lack, the fear that brings anger, the fear of abandonment, for none of this is true. Use the power of your heart to step into the waters of potential that rain down upon you, feeding and nourishing your soul.  There is a redefining of the vibrational frequencies cal...

Video: Grids of Light Click READ MORE to launch the video Goddess I Am Grids of Light January 3, 2020 The energy in the room reminded me of the frenzy of popcorn over a hot stove. Kernels of energy were flying about, all in different directions as if seeking a niche.  I stopped journaling when Stewie trotted into the room. It was his second visit of the day, but this time he was insistent on speaking with me. As he sat on his hind haunches and looked up at me with his soulful eyes, I realized he was asking for help. He told me that he had been having trouble in his hip area, and sometimes he could not jump on the ottoman without pain. I began petting him from the top to his head, down his back, and through his tail. As I did, he slowly closed his eyes, and I understood my actions alleviated some of his pain.  After a few minutes, he looked at me, licked his lips, then returned to his human mama, who was in the front of the shop. (The next week, his person mama confirmed S...

Click READ MORE to launch the video. Goddess I Am: Crown of Spirit October 11, 2019 During the weekly mediation at Goddess I Am, Beth began the mediation with an etheric cord cutting. Using a piece of selenite shaped like a knife, Beth "cut" energy threads from the fronts, backs, and tops of each mediation participant. As soon as she finished, she sat down and began the meditation. Cord cuttings are powerful, and I always feel an unburdening when I have them. This time, as I closed my eyes, a brilliant flash of light came from the palms of my hands. It resembled beams from a strong flashlight. The message began:   October 11, 2019 As you walk the path of life, your lights shine. Remain clear with your intentions. Be ye pure of heart, and guidance will unfold in a manner perfect for you. Trust. Know that angelic energies surround you, protect you. Live within the heart space.   With these last words, I saw brilliant diamonds form over the heads of each participant. As my per...

Video: Grandmother Wisdom Click READ MORE to launch the video. Church of Spiritual Light Grandmother Wisdom 09-16-19 I arrived early for the Reiki/crystal bowls meditation. The cots surround the bowls in the middle of the room, and for some reason, I was drawn to a different area from where I usually nest. I settled into my cot with extra blankets and pillows I’d brought from home. Just before the mediation began, a blanket of pure white energy floated from above and covered the room. It looked like antique lace with a very detailed and intricate lacy pattern as it slowly drifted over the cots and crystal bowls. I knew this ethereal cover was waiting to bathe everyone in loving energy from the highest source.  The bottoms of my feet began to tingle, and I automatically began taking deep breaths. I saw these angelic white cottony fibers from the blanket enter my lungs. The energy seeped deep into the tissues of my lungs, coating them with a protective membrane. The blanket beg...