The Reluctant Messenger Blog

Goddess I Am Meditation: 11-30-18 Spinning Top I entered the meditation room before anyone else, and immediately the messages began to flow. I felt damp, and I realized a fine haze permeated the room. As I looked up, I discovered the source: holy water drifted down like a gentle mist from the ethers above. Words began to flow into my awareness: Time is approaching when many upon the Earth plane will celebrate the masters of their religions. Hearts are softened, creating openings for love to pour in and pour forth.  Bring together the sacred energies of the holy ones that you celebrate this time of year. Their energies consist of vibrations that are subtle and sublime, like that fine mist that covers this room.   As you allow the holy ones into your energy field, you become lighter—a bit of enlightenment begins to seep into your divine nature. At this point, I saw the mist begin to encircle each participant until they were wrapped in this soothing bubbl...

Goddess I Am Meditation: 11-23-2018 Luminosity (Inner States: Dawning of Awareness) We meditated to a selection called  Luminosity , a Hemi-Sync product voiced by Patty Ray Avalon. Luminosity, Light, Lightworkers. Nikola Tesla said, “If you want to find the secrets of the universe, think in terms of energy, frequency, and vibration.”  Everything is energy. Thoughts, emotions, and light are all energy and they just as real as physical objects; they only differ in their vibration. The vibration of light is subtler than the dense energy of the chair or floor, but when we increase our luminosity, we find that our lives can change. We see with different senses. We feel more fully. We begin to experience beyond what our five physical senses measure. We become “enlightened.” Things are changing. Our Earth is transitioning and bringing the human race along with her. There are new lightworkers in Earth. Many are being called to be of service—a new step for them. Thi...

Goddess I Am: November 16, 2018 Earth Angels Before the meditation began, several of us went outside to admire the canal behind the shop. When we returned, I noticed we were not alone. As Beth opened the door, she created some sort of vacuum that pulled in swift-moving energy. I knew this energy would make itself known to me very soon.  I settled into my chair and immediately felt the presence of a large, sprawling oak tree. Its wide canopy engulfed the entire building where Goddess I Am is located. It covered and protected each of us, but it also served as a resting place for the new incoming energy, and then I realized what this new energy was: earth angels. And although I had called these spirits “fairies” in the past, I knew that the term “earth angels” was a better representation of what they are.  As your beloved planet continues in her transition to a more spiritual nature, so are all her inhabitants, including elementals. They, too, are stepping into thei...

Goddess I Am, Pyramid Power: 11-09-2018 I walked into the meditation room at Goddess I Am. Beth had a copper pyramid that was in the center of the room. The energy vibrations from it brought a sense of excitement to the room. I could feel energy emanating from it as waves swished from above it as well as below. I began to feel energy moving from the pyramid’s base. It was as if a sheet of ice began to cover the floor.  I was sitting in one of the chairs that surrounded the pyramid. As I touched it with my bare feet, I felt tingling in my feet as the energy moved up through my body. It shot out through the top of my head, and then I heard the word “connection.” I had an understanding that this energy connected to the crystalline grid that covers Earth. I head the following message: You are the connectors to help Mother Earth while she transcends into a new dimensional space. This place (referring to Goddess I Am) is bringing a stronger vibration into its core as it ...

Church of Spiritual Light: 11-05-18 A Different Type of PodCast I entered the room for the mediation and discovered things had been rearranged. The crystal bowls were now located in the very center of the room with the lounge chairs encircling them. I settled quickly and quietly into my chair. It seemed like it was just seconds later that the images began to form in my mind. Each lounge chair became a seed pod; it looked like a milkweed pod. There was an opening in the top of the pod, just a perfect amount of space for each person to settle into this cocoon-type pod. It was soft inside and I felt an almost-overwhelming sense of love, security, and protection while also feeling nourished.  I had a realization as I heard the words “unity” and “wholeness” echo in my mind: this new circular arrangement of the room added to a sense of harmony and accord. There was now energy vibrational matching and completion that was not present before.  Even before the meditatio...

Church of Spiritual Light: 09-04-2017 I came across a notebook this weekend. As I thumbed through the pages, I realized I had documented some meditative experiences that I had not yet transcribed. This is one from September of 2017.  I had the following experience while at Crystal Bowl/Reiki Meditation at the Church of Spiritual Light in Fort Myers. I saw a shaman standing on top of a step pyramid in Mexico. In his right hand, he held a lightning bolt. He was summoning powerful energies from throughout the universe.  As this occurred, I saw a gentle rain fall on each person who was there for the meditation. As the Reiki Masters went to each person to administer healing, I felt as if a smooth, cold rock had been placed on the center of my forehead. I had the impression that it was rock from a riverbed, a rock that had been smoothed by racing waters for hundreds of years.  Several more minutes into the meditation, I felt this rock move up to the top of m...