The Reluctant Messenger Blog

The Angel of Peace: December 2018.    I drove to the Church of Spiritual Light to attend their twice-monthly Crystal Bowl/Reiki service . After miles of slow and sometimes bumper-to-bumper traffic, I arrived at this interfaith, all faith church that had become my home away from home. I nestled into a lounge chair that I made more comfortable with a pillow and blankets from home. As is often the case, visions and messages began prior to the meditation. I opened my journal to document the production playing within my mind’s eye. Delicate sheets of pink threads drifted from above. Except for the color of the filaments, it looked like spun silk from an enormous floating spider’s web. The church’s dimmed lighting pierced the pastel gossamer strands, casting mesmerizing dancing shapes of light on the wall as endless layers sank into the room. I took a deep breath and descended into an exquisite wave of energy that washed over me. The vibrations emanating from the web were unmistakab...

Christmas Bells Church of Spiritual Light: 12-03-2018 As I settled into my chair for the crystal bowl/reiki meditation to begin, I felt the presence of Christmas bells. I could hear them ringing, bringing in the new Earth. I saw snowflakes that began to drop into the room, and like the morning dew, they replenished and refreshed all the meditation participants. Within a few seconds, the room was blanketed in several feet of snow.  A place was carved out of the snow, just enough room for each person to nestle into their spot. I then saw giant red rose petals float from above. They began to gently float into these carved out niches, providing a layer of insulation from the snow’s cold. I realized this must be similar to how the inside of an igloo feels—warm and protected from the outside’s harsh elements of winter.  The sight was beautiful as the bright red rose petals contrasted with the brilliant white snow. I then received a message about the conductivity of wa...

Sunshine      In October 2013, I received messages from various star systems. They referenced the sun and how it was going through a transition. They said that they had given our sun a different set of energies to help with the healing process for Mother Earth. Below are some of the messages I received:   Photo by Linda Becker We have given these energies directly to our sister star, what you refer to as your sun. Your sun’s rays have changed. There are seven new levels of energy that have not been present in the past. These new rays are needed in Mother Earth’s transition. These rays will jump-start her into a new phase of being. This new phase is one of purity, clarity, hope, and health. As she moves through her transition, she brings the human race along with her.   The seven subsets within each ray act as a bridge to connect each frequency to the next. At the top of the frequency band, these vibratory energies arc to the next ray. If one wer...

Goddess I Am Meditation: 11-30-18 Spinning Top I entered the meditation room before anyone else, and immediately the messages began to flow. I felt damp, and I realized a fine haze permeated the room. As I looked up, I discovered the source: holy water drifted down like a gentle mist from the ethers above. Words began to flow into my awareness: Time is approaching when many upon the Earth plane will celebrate the masters of their religions. Hearts are softened, creating openings for love to pour in and pour forth.  Bring together the sacred energies of the holy ones that you celebrate this time of year. Their energies consist of vibrations that are subtle and sublime, like that fine mist that covers this room.   As you allow the holy ones into your energy field, you become lighter—a bit of enlightenment begins to seep into your divine nature. At this point, I saw the mist begin to encircle each participant until they were wrapped in this soothing bubbl...

Goddess I Am Meditation: 11-23-2018 Luminosity (Inner States: Dawning of Awareness) We meditated to a selection called  Luminosity , a Hemi-Sync product voiced by Patty Ray Avalon. Luminosity, Light, Lightworkers. Nikola Tesla said, “If you want to find the secrets of the universe, think in terms of energy, frequency, and vibration.”  Everything is energy. Thoughts, emotions, and light are all energy and they just as real as physical objects; they only differ in their vibration. The vibration of light is subtler than the dense energy of the chair or floor, but when we increase our luminosity, we find that our lives can change. We see with different senses. We feel more fully. We begin to experience beyond what our five physical senses measure. We become “enlightened.” Things are changing. Our Earth is transitioning and bringing the human race along with her. There are new lightworkers in Earth. Many are being called to be of service—a new step for them. Thi...

Goddess I Am: November 16, 2018 Earth Angels Before the meditation began, several of us went outside to admire the canal behind the shop. When we returned, I noticed we were not alone. As Beth opened the door, she created some sort of vacuum that pulled in swift-moving energy. I knew this energy would make itself known to me very soon.  I settled into my chair and immediately felt the presence of a large, sprawling oak tree. Its wide canopy engulfed the entire building where Goddess I Am is located. It covered and protected each of us, but it also served as a resting place for the new incoming energy, and then I realized what this new energy was: earth angels. And although I had called these spirits “fairies” in the past, I knew that the term “earth angels” was a better representation of what they are.  As your beloved planet continues in her transition to a more spiritual nature, so are all her inhabitants, including elementals. They, too, are stepping into thei...

Goddess I Am, Pyramid Power: 11-09-2018 I walked into the meditation room at Goddess I Am. Beth had a copper pyramid that was in the center of the room. The energy vibrations from it brought a sense of excitement to the room. I could feel energy emanating from it as waves swished from above it as well as below. I began to feel energy moving from the pyramid’s base. It was as if a sheet of ice began to cover the floor.  I was sitting in one of the chairs that surrounded the pyramid. As I touched it with my bare feet, I felt tingling in my feet as the energy moved up through my body. It shot out through the top of my head, and then I heard the word “connection.” I had an understanding that this energy connected to the crystalline grid that covers Earth. I head the following message: You are the connectors to help Mother Earth while she transcends into a new dimensional space. This place (referring to Goddess I Am) is bringing a stronger vibration into its core as it ...